When all the emotional aspects of your life you keep inside come out
And you want to scream at the top of your lungs all the hurt
And the pain
But you can’t, because then questions start and how can you answer them when you don’t know yourself
And you can’t smile
And you don’t want anyone but want everyone
And push them away
The ones you love are there but you can’t let them in
And just say ‘I’m fine’
But it’s not okay to forget the world just because you hurt
Because it’s raw
Because you remember
And you let on new feelings and it opens a whole world of hate and fear and pain
But you know you need to let go. You need to make sure you can stay strong so why can’t you stop letting this harm you. Let it keep you awake, thoughts swim in your head
And harm you.
It’s not real anymore and you are safe now and an adult. Nothing can harm you anymore. You aren’t all those things he said you were, he can’t hurt you anymore.
Stop hiding the pain and just let it go away.
It’s not real anymore,
But it’s okay to cry.
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